When he smiled, my heart fluttered and i smiled in return. For once I am hoping he notices me. But then, as he comes closer, I see him turning into the arms of his girlfriend.
Every time I see him, my heart feels like it has wings, when he is near i melt. For those brief moments when he casually brushed past me, the place he touches turnes warm and tingly.
I can't stand being around him. When I notice him, but he doesn't notice me, I feel my heart breaks. I can't take my eyes off him, just to force them away when he looks over.
I thought it was over, this feeling, but when I see him, it all comes crashing back. His smile, his touch, his laugh.
Why is it that no other person can make me feel like this? Is it love, that feeling i hear so much about, but have never know? Why does it have to be him? The one person I can't have.
I could have any person, yet why does it have to be the one in my dreams. The one where he kisses me and makes me feel loved. Only to have dawns first light bring back reality.
Like a lost souls wandering the desert, i cling to him like a sip of heavenly water. Just to have the images vanish.
But I have to move on. My dreams will have to stay just that, dreams. But in my dreams we will be together, in my dreams I get my hearts desire.
I know it will never be, that i should just move on. Yet, i cant. Why cant I?
Hopeless Romantic by Destiny
Author's Notes:
This is my first writing, so don't be brutal! i actually wrote this for me and my crush, and decided to make it into an Aladdin/Sadira thing.